no matter what i say, im not over you..

so ive finally admitted to myself,  that i have never cared about someone as much as i do for you.. not a day goes by where i just miss you so much.  i miss everything about you, good and bad. i used to wonder if you missed me too, and now i know. so now that leaves me hopeful, and confused. i want you so bad but i know it will take time and things wont get better over night, but just know i will be hoping they will. god if only you could just know what im feeling because i just dont know how to describe it to you.. this sucks